Seeking difference
An unlikely match up. Doomed to fail. The familiarity of failure. And unrequited love. That's what turns me on.
I wrote this about me seeking myself and my experience in another person, seeking out someone just as emotionally distant as I am. I was so used to rejection and neglect that I sought it out trying to rewrite my story.
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Two green doors on a yellow building, one is short and wide and the other one is long and narrow.
Why do we seek each other out?
Why do you search for me?
Why are you drawn in by me?
Is it because of the difference?
Is it for the same reasons as mine?
Because that heady high cannot be denied
Ironically the high from denial
From distance
From defiance
Its sweet to the taste
That's why I'm here
I know what I'm seeking out
Soft spoken, introvert with somewhat conservative living.
With that sprinkling of difference
That touch of open mindedness
But that overwhelming feeling of caution
The caution
The hesitation
The denial
That's what tastes good
Us knowing
Both knowing
And relishing
In the forbidden
The unconventional
An unlikely match up
Doomed to fail
The familiarity of failure
And unrequited love
That's what turns me on
Different
Why are you here?
Torn between what you have been told
Torn between what you feel?
You don't approve
And neither does your mum
Neither does mine
And theres the opportunity
To push
Push the boundaries
Rebel
Reject
The rush.
